Secretly Loving You

I am in love with a guy who doesn’t know it
And that’s because I am afraid to
show it
He would get upset if he knew how i
felt
And even more for the pain I’ve dealt
If I told him our friendship would have
to end
Then I couldn’t even have him as a
friend
I get so jealous, he likes her instead
I hate how this all goes through my
head
If only you’d let me taste your sweet
kiss
Maybe then I would know about all
this
I could know for a fact that this was
true
But now all I can say is that I love you
So please give me just one chance
To show you true, sweet, romance
I owe it to you, for all that you do
You make me happy, mad, and even
sad too.
If only you’d look through my smile
And saw that my love for you was in
denial
My friends all know I still love you
But one question, “Do you?”
My heart is so happy whenever
you’re near,
But when you’re gone my eye sheds
tear
My sadness for you is all so true
Only because I truly love you
So if you are my friend, at least one
bit
You won’t mind that one little slit
The one I told you and just you about
I told you because I trusted you
without a doubt.
You turned your back on me and
turned it into you,
This made me do what I had to do,
You put me through so much pain,
Your pains putting me down the
wrong lane.
Somehow this pain keeps reeling me
in
You say you don’t want me, but you
let my love unfasten.
You let it unfasten into your soul.
This makes our friendship less dull
I want you to know, you brighten my
day.
Even when you stop just to say hey
Your smile so bright, is what keeps
me going,
This keeps my love for you showing
So please open up your eyes
Before I start telling those pointless
lies
My love for you will never end
Even if I am only your friend
I want you to be happy,
I only wish it could be with me,
Because even though I’m not “higher
class”
I’m not something you should just
pass.
I have feelings just as much as you,
And just like you, I’m human too.
Once we get out of high school
It won’t matter if we were cool
So show all your friends the real guy I
know
Because as of right now I’m not letting
go
Not letting go of that great guy I met
Because once I met him my heart was
set
My heart was set on the guy of my
dreams
Or so now that’s what it seems
Please forgive me if I start to cry
But to me you are my one and only
guy
You can make me smile with just one
hi
And make me feel sad with that same
goodbye
My stomach gets those silly butterflies
Whenever i look deep into your soft
brown eyes
For when we go our separate ways,
These are of course my sadder days,
For not being your friend is the worst
thought of all,
It makes my heart just sink and fall
For you is the boy that makes my
heart skip that beat
And without you I seem incomplete
So bear with me now, as I am only
your friend
As I try to get these feeling to end.
If only you would give me that one
chance,
To show you true sweet romance,
For then you’d know my love is real,
But now I will just have to deal.
Well that’s all that my heart has got
to say
But promise me now on this day
That you will at least be my friend,
My friend forever until the end.

Sumber : www.stolenmomentsforever.com

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